So God lately has really been speaking to me about something, it’s been my social media usage. It’s not how of been using it but how much I am using it. It has become a God instead of God himself. I am constantly using it because I am so afraid of missing out but I am really missing out on the people around me. I am not being intentional and giving them my full attention, especially my daughter. She doesn’t deserve to have memories of a mother where she’s constantly hunched over a phone while she is playing. She deserves a mother that’s down on the floor playing with her. She deserves a mother that is on the floor with her making memories with her rather than a mother that is looking at someone elses memories and moments on Instagram.
So starting saturday I am challenging myself to reconnect with those around me and make memories. I am going to get off the internet while my daughter is up. I am going to worry about checking everything else in the evening.I am going to be intentional with her because she only little for so long and I don’t want to waste those moments away because you cannot get them back.